Help D:

 So me personality I’m motivated!. Yet stressed but I’m going to the grocery store tomorrow,  i would like to ask you all a question :D

What are some yummy good healthy foods out there that would actually full you up and will last longer in your home? How much weight do you lose in a week? and how not to be concerned about how you look all the time..?

Stay positive :)

I’m back &  trying too smile. A real smile that is, not the fake ones that i do often. N Laughing can burn calories so i fake laugh a lot ha ha it works. Every night i attempt to make up my own personal exercises  because being too scheduled doesn’t work for me. I don’t think things over to much its the Best method. As long as i get a good 30 min sweat or longer i am happy with myself. Its so hot in my house, i take like 3 showers a day 2 feel refreshed. But the bad thing is i haven’t lost any weight yet but i no i will. I looking at a pound of hamburger today and it was huge, i was thinking to myself?…wow pounds are kinda big and i have to burn them… lol hard ass work :((((halter-bikini-swimsuit.jpg

Why does this always happen to me?

Okay first off all i have in my house is NOTHING but junk food …my dad buys the shit, i ask him to buy healthy foods & its like he WANTS me obeast or something…I’m already over weight.i ate ice cream,a cupcake,brownie, a small chocolate bar….ALL of that in a hour….but when i woke up i ate 2apples…then in the afternoon i ate 2 bananas…then a burrito. Am i a over eater im thinking so…or maybe i eat when I’m bored.?

 ITS like im depressed or something. im stuck IN the house all day…its soo hot outside. but i cant go anywhere because im on the run….i shouldnt be saying thing online but w.e.

Its like i need to work on my self control.and have WILL power….in all honesty i would lose all the weight i can if only i had the right equipment in my home. But i don’t… i mean I’m full of energy..but i get lazy …sometimes i tell myself…>wtf is wrong with you? your fat why are you doing this to your self?..you were beautiful just only a yr ago?<.

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Another insecure fat chick :/

Okay so I’ve never thought i would be overweight….! I never thought anyone could ever call me over weight. But yes i am 15 pounds over weight and needs some true motivation.

I’m 5′1 and 130 pounds i dont fit into my clothes anymore… i used to be 110 pounds just 5 months ago HOW CRAZIE is that?!?!?!?!

all because i got locked up and became depressed and ate disgusting county food.All i ask of anyone out there in the world is for some weight loss storys. I bought a scale yesterday to make everything official like …I AM GOING TO LOSE disgusting fat…ive been looking at thinspos and pro ana websites..But starving to lose weight is the most ignorant thing to do…and if you lose weight by doing that you’ll just gain it all back as soon as u start eating again! …So please be my buddie and tell me your story and i will share mines.We will do it together i promise i wont disapoint you if you will stay focused ………MOTIVATION?