Okay first off all i have in my house is NOTHING but junk food …my dad buys the shit, i ask him to buy healthy foods & its like he WANTS me obeast or something…I’m already over weight.i ate ice cream,a cupcake,brownie, a small chocolate bar….ALL of that in a hour….but when i woke up i ate 2apples…then in the afternoon i ate 2 bananas…then a burrito. Am i a over eater im thinking so…or maybe i eat when I’m bored.?
ITS like im depressed or something. im stuck IN the house all day…its soo hot outside. but i cant go anywhere because im on the run….i shouldnt be saying thing online but w.e.
Its like i need to work on my self control.and have WILL power….in all honesty i would lose all the weight i can if only i had the right equipment in my home. But i don’t… i mean I’m full of energy..but i get lazy …sometimes i tell myself…>wtf is wrong with you? your fat why are you doing this to your self?..you were beautiful just only a yr ago?<.
